This
is the first time I have gone out basically alone since being placed
under consideration by Kat and James. I was told to to email details of
my night to my Master and Mistress so I did and figured that would be my
first blog as well.
As always when with Barb we are
always running late, however, we did make it to impact Saturday night
just in time for the fire cupping demo. We got settled in and watched
the show. It was very
interesting and caught my attention. I specifically spoke with Master
Paul early in the day to make sure that He was going to be at impact
because without my Master or my Mistress being there he is the only
person I would consider bottoming to. I made sure to get permission but
I really would have rather played with my MamaKat or my Sir Wolf.
There will always be another time so I am content with that, besides
Master did need to go see His mom and so did Mistress. Didn't hurt for
them to actually do something together without someone tagging along
either.
Okay so we had a demonstration of fire flogging and fire cupping. I found both to look really cool and interesting. Not only did we get a close up view of the demonstrations, we also got to try one of the two out and Master Paul volunteered me for the fire cupping. For safety precautions I had to strip down fully naked. I really don't like being naked in front of a lot of people. I know we are all kinky and seen naked people before , however, I still have issues with a certain part of my body. I'm not skinny by any means and frankly could stand to lose some weight. The issue is with my stomach. It looks horrible due to past surgeries and the only way to fix it is another surgery. Well that isn't going to happen anytime soon so I sucked it up, put on my big girl panties and stripped. It was well worth the embarrassment of having to show my squishy tummy. Fire cupping is a bottoms dream!! First you get oil rubbed on you, I was on my tummy so my back got it. Then the top (Dom) gets his tools out and dips it in some sort of alcohol, lights the end then rubs across your back almost touching it, free hand following to put out any flames on the body. So basically it's like a hot oil massage. I was in pure heaven for about twenty minutes. I could have laid there for hours.
Now for the second part of my night after mingling a bit and settling down from the cupping , I topped Clay(PA901). He hasn't bottomed in quite sometime and I haven't topped so we helped one another out. Clay is so much fun to scene with because if you can dish it out, that man can take it. I like how I am challenged when striking him with a flogger or a cane. You can hit him in the same spot over and over without him making a sound or even moving. He is most definitely a hard bottom. So what I find myself doing is finding ways to keep him guessing, whacking him when he least expects it, hitting him with the just the right amount of force tapping the sweet spot that makes him curse or make some kind of sound, lol. I know that's probably not right, however, it's not wrong either and making him squeak is a challenge. I beat the challenge. He ended up cursing and I ended up giggling at the fact he made noise. Floggers, paddles, and canes OH MY!!!
Clay then ofcourse played with another after we were finished and rested up. That man has learned a lot the past few months and is very good at switching. I'm proud of him because I'd like to think that I was a part of the learning and teaching process with him along with several other friends. It's great to help someone out that's really eager to learn and what's even better is that we all walked away with bit more knowledge in certain areas within this lifestyle and we learned from one another , making a lasting impression on each other and becoming the best of friends.
Master Paul , my dear friend Master Paul that loves boobies, especially mine, made a toy sort of a mini dragon tail or tongue just for my boobies. The reason He made this little toy is because I literally get my "ass" beat during most of my scenes( and yes I love it) however, people tend to forget I love breast play too and he caught me whining about it a bit a few weeks ago. Not that I was upset or anything, however, my poor poor tits were feeling a tad bit neglected. Thanks to the new toy, that has a really nice sting to it, my tits are neglected no more. I get to name this toy, but i'm thinking it needs to be tested again before I pick one out *smiles*
Tamara was at impact with Steve and I was shockingly surprised and a little impressed with her behavior. She didn't whine, bitch, complain, or try to boss me around for the first time since I don't know when. She was herself, the fun loving, out going, and silly woman that I first met months ago. I guess with me avoiding her for a bit, standing my ground instead of feeling obligated or just plain sorry for her, did some justice. I refused to be the punching bag for her. Tamara is a good person deep down, I just think sometimes she feels left out and doesn't know how to handle it. She was a little upset that I haven't called or been around, however, I did what I had to do so I could feel good about me. I'm always going to be her friend, she just needed some tough love.
Barb and I got breakfast after the club and I didn't get home until around four and didn't fall asleep until around six . I tossed and turned only getting about two hours sleep for the entire night. So all in all it was a pretty good night. I handled going out without Master or Mistress and was a very good girl. I wouldn't have been anything less. I am a reflection of them, therefore, if I would've misbehaved not only would it make me look bad, but it would have made them as well . It's hard being away from those two for more than a few hours. I started missing them as soon as they left. What I have found in the two of them is the part of me that has been missing and i'm hoping they feel the same. It's not easy serving two people, however, I wouldn't want it any other way nor would I want to serve anyone else in that manner the way I do them. What we have is unique and special. I know that every relationship is in their own way , and I don't think what we have is any better than the next person however, I haven't been this happy, this content, or this fulfilled in a very very long time. Usually i'm sick of being around the same person for so long by now. Not with my MamaKat or my Sir Wolffie. I still can't get enough of either one of them. Maybe it's because we all fit, we balance one another out. I'm not going to question what is, i'm just going to enjoy it and live in the moment. I don't know if it's meant to last a lifetime,what I do know is that it's meant to be right now and in the end the friendship we have, the love we all have for one another will last a lifetime.
Okay so we had a demonstration of fire flogging and fire cupping. I found both to look really cool and interesting. Not only did we get a close up view of the demonstrations, we also got to try one of the two out and Master Paul volunteered me for the fire cupping. For safety precautions I had to strip down fully naked. I really don't like being naked in front of a lot of people. I know we are all kinky and seen naked people before , however, I still have issues with a certain part of my body. I'm not skinny by any means and frankly could stand to lose some weight. The issue is with my stomach. It looks horrible due to past surgeries and the only way to fix it is another surgery. Well that isn't going to happen anytime soon so I sucked it up, put on my big girl panties and stripped. It was well worth the embarrassment of having to show my squishy tummy. Fire cupping is a bottoms dream!! First you get oil rubbed on you, I was on my tummy so my back got it. Then the top (Dom) gets his tools out and dips it in some sort of alcohol, lights the end then rubs across your back almost touching it, free hand following to put out any flames on the body. So basically it's like a hot oil massage. I was in pure heaven for about twenty minutes. I could have laid there for hours.
Now for the second part of my night after mingling a bit and settling down from the cupping , I topped Clay(PA901). He hasn't bottomed in quite sometime and I haven't topped so we helped one another out. Clay is so much fun to scene with because if you can dish it out, that man can take it. I like how I am challenged when striking him with a flogger or a cane. You can hit him in the same spot over and over without him making a sound or even moving. He is most definitely a hard bottom. So what I find myself doing is finding ways to keep him guessing, whacking him when he least expects it, hitting him with the just the right amount of force tapping the sweet spot that makes him curse or make some kind of sound, lol. I know that's probably not right, however, it's not wrong either and making him squeak is a challenge. I beat the challenge. He ended up cursing and I ended up giggling at the fact he made noise. Floggers, paddles, and canes OH MY!!!
Clay then ofcourse played with another after we were finished and rested up. That man has learned a lot the past few months and is very good at switching. I'm proud of him because I'd like to think that I was a part of the learning and teaching process with him along with several other friends. It's great to help someone out that's really eager to learn and what's even better is that we all walked away with bit more knowledge in certain areas within this lifestyle and we learned from one another , making a lasting impression on each other and becoming the best of friends.
Master Paul , my dear friend Master Paul that loves boobies, especially mine, made a toy sort of a mini dragon tail or tongue just for my boobies. The reason He made this little toy is because I literally get my "ass" beat during most of my scenes( and yes I love it) however, people tend to forget I love breast play too and he caught me whining about it a bit a few weeks ago. Not that I was upset or anything, however, my poor poor tits were feeling a tad bit neglected. Thanks to the new toy, that has a really nice sting to it, my tits are neglected no more. I get to name this toy, but i'm thinking it needs to be tested again before I pick one out *smiles*
Tamara was at impact with Steve and I was shockingly surprised and a little impressed with her behavior. She didn't whine, bitch, complain, or try to boss me around for the first time since I don't know when. She was herself, the fun loving, out going, and silly woman that I first met months ago. I guess with me avoiding her for a bit, standing my ground instead of feeling obligated or just plain sorry for her, did some justice. I refused to be the punching bag for her. Tamara is a good person deep down, I just think sometimes she feels left out and doesn't know how to handle it. She was a little upset that I haven't called or been around, however, I did what I had to do so I could feel good about me. I'm always going to be her friend, she just needed some tough love.
Barb and I got breakfast after the club and I didn't get home until around four and didn't fall asleep until around six . I tossed and turned only getting about two hours sleep for the entire night. So all in all it was a pretty good night. I handled going out without Master or Mistress and was a very good girl. I wouldn't have been anything less. I am a reflection of them, therefore, if I would've misbehaved not only would it make me look bad, but it would have made them as well . It's hard being away from those two for more than a few hours. I started missing them as soon as they left. What I have found in the two of them is the part of me that has been missing and i'm hoping they feel the same. It's not easy serving two people, however, I wouldn't want it any other way nor would I want to serve anyone else in that manner the way I do them. What we have is unique and special. I know that every relationship is in their own way , and I don't think what we have is any better than the next person however, I haven't been this happy, this content, or this fulfilled in a very very long time. Usually i'm sick of being around the same person for so long by now. Not with my MamaKat or my Sir Wolffie. I still can't get enough of either one of them. Maybe it's because we all fit, we balance one another out. I'm not going to question what is, i'm just going to enjoy it and live in the moment. I don't know if it's meant to last a lifetime,what I do know is that it's meant to be right now and in the end the friendship we have, the love we all have for one another will last a lifetime.
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