Yesterday to let out some of my frustrations and I actually walked 4.2 miles. Me, yes me, I did it!! I didn't give in or give up and call my Master to come pick me up because I got too hot and too tired. I pushed myself and kept on walking. I walked to the pharmacy and back and that was a total of 4.2 miles. I am so proud of myself!!
All in all yesterday was a pretty good day. I feel better because I got rid of the negativity I was feeling with my health. I'll be just fine no matter what I have to go through, everything happens for a reason. Sometimes we don't understand the reasoning behind these things, however, it is what it is and God's will.
After walking I straightened up the house and talked with Master throughout the day. I really enjoy talking with Him even it's about silly things. He along with Mistress keep me positive and they both build my self esteem up. I don't know that I will serve them for the rest of my life but I do know I am meant to be here at this point in time. I really enjoy being here, I absolutely adore their son too, he is so intelligent and great to be around. He keeps me laughing, hell even the animals adopted me. What more could I ask for :)
I spoke with both of my boys again yesterday. Man I really miss when they were younger and needed me more. Not that I want to go back in time and start all over, but, those were precious moments. My oldest Lonnie wants to study for his GED, which makes me so proud of him. Honestly he didn't do well in school and because of hard times he ended up quitting. I have to set him a Doctors appointment up so I can try to get his meds started again. He has ADD and the meds will help him concentrate. I really hope he goes through with this because education these days is so important. Now my youngest son T.J. is still in school and will be a senior next year. Two totally different kids but they are both great boys and I couldn't not ask for better sons. T.J. is the one raising chickens and his dog actually got hold of two of them and well, may they rest in peace. I just hope the dog stays away from the remaining ones....I want fresh eggs, lol.....
Today is starting out positive and I believe all in all it'll be a great day. I have to take my uncle's a few groceries at some point today and go see my mom. Master is going to take me to run these errands and i'm excited because He and I have been listening to a book . I like to think of it as Master and I spending quality time together. I do cherish times like that and I hope He does as well. I did sew His hat this morning and He seems to like the outcome. It's His favorite hat so I didn't mind attempting to fix it. I actually enjoyed taking the time to do that for Him. To me I was doing something special just for Him :)
Off to get my day started .......Toodles!!
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