Closing the Distance

My random thoughts for my Master on our relationship :)

I know in the beginning Master and I seemed to be pretty close, however, here lately there has been somewhat of a distance between us . This is mainly my fault I do believe. It's nothing against him or nothing of his doing. I've had time to think about this over the past few days and I realized that i've been putting myself somewhat back in my shell and keeping to myself. I haven't done this on purpose by any means. It took some alone time for me to realize what i've done and now it's time for me to fix it.

I know i'm a good servant when it comes to chores such as cleaning the house, washing clothes, fixing dinner......Here lately i have really sucked at being Master's pet. I had to simply ask myself "what can I do to make things better between us?" The answer is simple.......Spend more time with him :) Even if it's just sitting in the same room with him while both of us are online doing different things.  This give us both the opportunity to spend quiet time together and communicate if we feel the need to so. I think I should hug him more.......Hell I don't know but i'm going to try it out. In general i'm going to try to just give him more of my attention instead of being off in my own little world. I'm also going to try and open up more (that's hard for me, however, it'll be one heck of stepping stone). I finally have not only one but two Dominants that actually care about me and my well being ........It's time I show them how much I appreciate both of them and care as well, along with learning how to be more affectionate. The affection towards my Master is what's missing on my part and I have to fix that .......In the past when I tried to show affection (former relationship) it was unwanted. I don't think that's the case here, i'm just afraid that i'll smother him and I don't want to do that. So
today I start with baby steps and go from there.........I'll update and note things here as they progress.......

toodles

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